Shouldn't I be in the middle of labor? Well, yes, but no, I'm at home. The hospital "postponed" the induction. But we don't know until when. They are supposed to call this morning to reschedule, but I'm not very hopeful that it will be today. And with the holiday, who knows when they will do it. Yes, I'm depressed. I'm almost certain to spend Christmas either pregnant or at the hospital, neither of which I'm looking forward to.

Yes, I'm trying to focus on a healthy baby, but it is hard.